I am an empath, but don't misinterpretate that as a push over or gullible. My earliest memories at 4 was being visited by an ET and after that I can remember fighting for those that could not fight for themselves. The first time was at 5 on the bus, and all the kids were picking on someone challenged, I gladly became the target because my heart was broken when i read that persons heart space. It's almost like i absorbed the pain. It's a curse and a blessing to feel what people feel. This doesn't always help me make good decisions on my own relationships, and i have come to the conclusion that the people i question, why are they in my life, were actually brought to me, so it can be tiring becuase it never ends, personal relationships, work, out and about, but this ability to heal with thoughts of love, helps defuse and shift energy for others, and that alone is what i was meant to do in this life. Feeling what the collective feels more often brings me anxiety and that is what i need to work on.

One last story, my nephew got hodgkin Lymphoma. I sent out an email at work for prayers, engaging the reader with the story of his life a nice pic, and got the energy up to full force. The very next Saturday the doctors in Phoenix Hospital said, we don't know what happened, but we just did another MRI and your kidneys are 100% or better, and just a day ago they were clanking like an old truck. The only advise i gave my nephew while i had the energy high from the group that week was to only think about getting a new transmission for his old truck, and how would he put it in, how would it run, where would he drive his truck, etc etc. So it's Energy building, Thoughts shifting, Faith.